My Adventures in: Incredible Human Beings

Yesterday... was scary as hell...

...I had a terrifying situation that I had to deal with... one I hope never to have again.

I looked for help, because I COULD NOT do it alone. I needed people I loved to come together for me and my family.

And they did.

Every single human being that i loved and counted on provided the love and support that we needed to take care of the problem and come together. I know I have said it in the past but. . .

I LOVE INCREDIBLE
BEAUTIFUL
GOOD HEARTED
AMAZING
WONDERFUL
UNDERSTANDING
HOPEFUL
PEOPLE. . .

I am so blessed that they have chosen to be a part of our lives.
I am so blessed that they love me and my children so. . .damn. . . unbelievably. . . much...

And I learned a bit of humility... I don't always know peoples motivations...or reasons...and I get to stop being assumptive...I get to allow the people I truly trust to rely on that trust.

I also get to allow my daughter to be 13... I have not located a magic spell to turn her back into my baby girl... who just comes to tell me where it hurts... I get to be open with her and I get to hear her and understand that she is learning how to handle adult emotions and adult feelings...and I get to love her for the beautiful young woman she is...
and she IS
She is. . .SO INCREDIBLY...BEAUTIFUL. . .AND AMAZING. . .AND UNBELIEVABLY BRILLIANT! And I get to stop trying to turn her back into my little girl...she deserves that... and I am proud... of me and of her. . .

and I AM the luckiest woman on the planet. . .

. . .Just in case I forgot to mention that.. .